[screened from Senri]

[zenzaip]

Just Senri being awake should make me happy...but the lost look in his eyes terrifies me. He knows me...and yet, he doesn't. I feel like I'm talking to an old friend I haven't seen in years. I have to stop myself from crawling into his arms. I still tell him I love him, and he gets the weird look on his face. It's hard...almost too hard, and yet I keep going back in hopes he'll say "Surprise, it was a joke!"

...I'm the only joke here.