[screened from Senri]

[zenzaip]

Just Senri being awake should make me happy...but the lost look in his eyes terrifies me. He knows me...and yet, he doesn't. I feel like I'm talking to an old friend I haven't seen in years. I have to stop myself from crawling into his arms. I still tell him I love him, and he gets the weird look on his face. It's hard...almost too hard, and yet I keep going back in hopes he'll say "Surprise, it was a joke!"

...I'm the only joke here.

Comments

[somewhereibelong]

Shit, man... That's rough. You're not a joke though. Just... keep doing what you're doing, maybe he'll remember? Or... if not, maybe you can show him what he fell in love with and get him to do it all over again?

[mastergin]

He will return to good health and remember you both. Have faith in him, Hikaru.

[dr_speedy]

At least he remembers you. I know, right? I wish there's anything I could say to make it better... I'm sorry. Can I hold you for a while?

[ooc: strikes deleted because it's not fair to say that.]