zenzaip: (tranquility)
I just went to talk to my professor today, to let him know I won't be going to America after all. He was pretty upset. He says I'm squandering my talents, and that I might as well drop the program if I'm wasting his time. Luckily, there are plenty of professors willing to take me in, I still feel like I'm letting a lot of people down. I just...I want to be with Senri and Kenya. I need to be with them. I'm still scared what long distance would do to my mental health. I'm just not ready to be away, and I know there isn't anything wrong with that...

Still feel like a failure though.

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Aug. 26th, 2013 08:55 pm
zenzaip: (suiting up)
I might have forgotten to tell everybody this (including my boyfriends) that I've been accepted into a English language program at Kansai Gaidai University. Yeah...

I probably should have mentioned that. Because of my work on JiGaku's anime, they've agreed to a commuter course, especially since I've already lived abroad. They were pretty impressed with my English, apparently.

I hope Senri and Kenya won't be too mad that I didn't tell them sooner. I was actually in shock there for a bit.

(ooc: Bold is in English)

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