Zaizen Hikaru

Senri's mom is nice. Being around her makes me miss my mom. Too bad she doesn't feel the same way. Akira says they still aren't ready to talk to me. I'm wondering if they'll ever be ready. I know I messed up, but I'm trying to fix the things that I can. I'm in college now...I'm trying to be more responsible...

There's nothing I can do about who I'm attracted to, though. And that's the issue they can't deal with. I've tried talking to them about it, but it doesn't ever go well.

It's nice that my boyfriends have moms that are at least more reasonable. They're lucky.