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Aug. 9th, 2013 10:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zenzaip...And I would rather be anywhere but here. Someone tie me to a chair so I don't try to run away.
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Date: 2013-08-09 06:22 pm (UTC)It's fine, Chitose-san. You didn't mess up. I didn't say anything because I wanted you and Kenya-san to enjoy yourselves and I know I tend to mess that up. I didn't want to stress you guys out with my anxiety.
It's fine. I didn't want to stay with you guys anyway.
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Date: 2013-08-09 06:28 pm (UTC)You don't mess anything up. You don't stress us out and if you're anxious and unhappy we want to be there to help you through that. It's one of the reasons we came here, to be here for you!
... Oh... Well okay..
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Date: 2013-08-09 06:32 pm (UTC)It's not like you're my boyfriends or anything, right? I'm just...I don't know what I am, but it's not like you should be forced to stay with me all the time. So I wanted you and Kenya-san to have some time to yourselves...that's why I didn't want to stay with you.
You two looked so happy after spending that weekend alone...So...
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Date: 2013-08-09 06:38 pm (UTC)... I can't give you a definitive answer to that... All I can tell you is that you are a very, very important person to us, Hikaru. And we were happy when we came back, not just because of the weekend away... but because we missed you.
And you know... you spent almost a week alone with the both of us, we just had the weekend away, Hikaru... Please don't be upset because of that...no subject
Date: 2013-08-09 06:43 pm (UTC)I'm not upset about it...It just hurts to know I can't make you as happy as Kenya-san can, or that I can't make Kenya-san as happy as you can. I know it's unreasonable...but...no subject
Date: 2013-08-09 06:49 pm (UTC)... No, you can't make me happy the same way Kenya does, and I don't expect you to. You're not Kenya! You're Hikaru and you make me happy being you! ... Stop comparing yourself to Kenya. If I wanted two of the same guy I'd be dating twins!no subject
Date: 2013-08-09 09:59 pm (UTC)Okay...no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 12:13 am (UTC)... I've not said something wrong again, have I?no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 12:15 am (UTC)You didn't say anything wrong...no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 08:18 am (UTC)Okay.no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 02:07 pm (UTC)You actually said something right. I'm glad you want me to be myself. Thank you, Senri-san.no subject
Date: 2013-08-10 05:03 pm (UTC)You're welcome, Hikaru.